"I started to completely mess around... Something jumped in there, I-I, I don't know... I think it's because subconsciously I ... I had the feeling of losing control. To lose control over everything I was supposed to be in, every element of my life. And that, well, that plunged me into an absolutely indescribable state of anger. It was unbearable. It's like being locked in a box without light, in which time stands still. It's like being in limbo actually. You can't go forward anymore, you can't go backwards. You can't go in any direction anymore ... You're completely blocked. Off. Broken-down. Knock, your feet are in the cement. Because in the morning, when you wake up, and in the evening when you go to bed, you constantly repeat to yourself : "I'm petrified... and I'll never be anything other than that. You have to choose not to think about it ... choose that it doesn't exist. Choose not to have a problem with it. Go out, see your friends. And wait for it to come back."

inspired from "Requin Tigre" from FAUVE


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